Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Gone


Ever feel like you're under a dark cloud? Like every laugh you do is forced. Edgy. Stiff. Uptight. Heavy. Distant. Like you can't see things for how they really are.

Like you are looking out a dirty window.

When I feel like that, I fight with everything I can to not give in (with a little Zoloft help, thank you very much...a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do).

Today it's gone. The darkness is gone and I'm feeling good and I'm thankful and I'm going to take it and run. And smile. And breathe. And pay attention to everything around me.

happy Tuesday. happy warmth-in-the-sun day.

3 comments:

Kasie @ ~The Art of Life~ said...

Yay!
(((Hugs!)))

kimi dembroski said...

I got into a big fight over the phone with a customer service woman from the VSP. I think I need to take my own deep breath.

Kristen said...

i read this a few days ago, and was like, "oh yeah, been there" but i spent the day grateful that i hand't been there for a long time.

wow. back with a vengeance. usually i just get depressed but this time i'm full on angry.

it's helpful - that there's someone else who suffers sometimes. heaven knows my girlfriends don't get it.